i will never let people know i have feelings for them because it is always very disappointing
It sometimes irritates me how people in this town can be selfish, and be so ignorant towards another. Yes, you may say you have “swag” since you’re all “fresh” with your Diamond Supply outfit and what not. But if you dare try to mess with me, I’ll mess with you and you’re dumb “swag”. Punk. lol
if i was in a relationship, i don’t think i’d honestly be that bothered about them buying me things or taking me out places all the time, i’d rather just cuddle up to them on the sofa and watch films or just lie in bed snuggled up into their chest and just stare into their eyes for ages, just being with them would be enough, no fancy stuff needed.
I just wanna know what’s wrong with me. I wanna know why I think the way I do. Why I’m essentially hurting myself over and over, and how I can make it stop.
Yeah I definately won’t be there for you when you need me. I don’t even consider you my friend anymore. Have a nice life.
How can you plan for the future when you’re revisiting your past?
I live for today, not yesterday.
I typed out the last of my pent up anger and rage so now I can start being void of emotion and not give a fuck about what other people say or do no matter how close they are to me.
This way I won’t get fag bashed for being a “little bitch” or a “drama queen” for expressing my feelings because of a situation.
After all being emotionally void is what it means to be a man right? Being a jerk is better than being too nice?
Hope you’re right.
And before you say it, no this isn’t about what you think it is. That issue wasn’t important enough to worry about. This is something else from awhile back that I’ve finally had the time to reach an agreement about with myself.
If I could take your pain and frame it
And hang it on my wall
Maybe you never have to hurt at all
